Wednesday, April 12th, 2006 @ 12:57am

So here I am yet again, trying to actually go to bed on time yet I just manage to sit staring at the ceiling. Neither of my roommates aren’t back yet, so I really don’t know what to do other than just ramble on my blog.

I guess I’ve had a lot on my mind for the past couple of days, mostly random things just going through my head about the future, and what’s going to happen. Nothing really bad, but still just random things I’ve been thinking about. The semester is nearly coming to an end and I’ll reach the pivotal point in my college career where I’ll become a senior. I guess it’s kind of thrilling, and exciting to think that I only have one more year of school left. Yet, somewhat scary and daunting at the same time. I’m nearly 22 as well, so I feel like I’m getting old and have barely accomplished anything! Sometimes, I really don’t know what to think at times about what’s going to happen.

But you know, amazingly even through all of that there has been some sense of calm and peace which I can’t really explain. I really feel that God has opened some doors recently that just kind of popped out of nowhere and was exactly what I was looking for (cue the summer jobs!).

Sorry you’ve had to read some of my boring, yet somewhat random thoughts recently. I’m not depressed! Honestly! Just… thoughtful as of recently. I guess my blog is finally serving somewhat of a purpose to let me rant when I need to, especially if there isn’t anyone around to talk to. But, I’ll leave you with Isaiah 12:2 at the very least, “Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and not be afraid: for the Lord Jehovah is my strength and my song; He is also my salvation.